I feel like a lamb waiting to be slaughtered.
I don’t think I have ever felt more threatened in my life. Something that is completely and utterly beyond my control, the feeling that at any moment something terrible will happen and I will have to give up the plans that I have for the rest of my life, the taste of death.
I wonder how it will feel like. I wonder how it will feel like afterwards.
Truly there is no better way, than to trust in God. Because only he knows if I will die tomorrow. And if he wants me to die tomorrow, it will be for the best.
Trust in God.
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